Monday, May 21, 2007

Something I wrote for a dear frnd a long while ago...



Her is as I will know u always...
not u nor she, but her.
Though I kind of like she, but even on my cell u will be her...always.

Wat shud I say bout this girl,
shud I say I know her, shud I say I dont...
its hardly been 4-5 months since I came in contact with her,
and ppl say sometimes it takes a lifetime to know someone completely.

But then ppl also say, that sometimes one encounter is enuf to know if she is the one!!!

She likes to think she is the one, the absolute, the chosen...
how shud I tell her that she is like everyone, maybe a bit rough on the edges!

She thinks whatever she wants to, and believes what she believes,
Shud I tell her that friends (like me) are to be listened to, sometimes...

She knows she is not Miss India,
Does she know, that its the insides that matters?

She really thinks someone would 'doctor' her photo and make her wear something awful.
shud I tell her who wud take the pains too!!!

She likes to think she has someone, rather holding on to someone,
Does he even know he is tagging her along?

Maybe she gets him, maybe she dosent,
I know but, whosoever she is with, wud be the happiest guy!

Will she be happy?
Ofcourse she will!
After all she is optimistic and as docile as a cow!

She speaks too fast, and I am sure some ppl don't like her,
But who said u have to be liked by one and all?

She talks dirty with me, bout things unimaginable!!!
She shudnt open this much up for everyone!

Now, she is the boss in her house, everybody listens to her.
Wen she gets married, she says she wud let her 'hubby' decide everything
from what she wears to where they go to eat.

Wen I ask how is she sooo 'Indian Nari', sooo simple,
she says most girls are like her,
maybe she doesn't know how rare she is...

She is weird, stupid, and totally dumb!
no explanations here, she really is all that and more!

She says she doesnt want to share me,
does she also know I wish the same...?

She thinks I may forget her,
and its true! I am forgetful after all!

She wants to share her problems with me all her life,
I think she knows its rather me sharing mine most of the time!

Does she trust me?
I don't know...
She doesn't like to talk bout 'him'
She doesn't tell me much until I ask,
Wen she is sad she says 'will tell u later'
but never really opens up...

She keeps saying, 'don't like to talk over the net'
and 'will tell u wen we meet'
sometimes I think they r excuses, what does she think?

I am an average guy, average background,
not a hunk, not too intelligent either,
mediocre in every respect.
why does she waste time with me?
Is it just because of me,
or she doesn't have anyone else to talk to?

Whatever it is, I don't care,
I shud also tell her, that
I havent chatted with anyone else
as much as I have with her...

She wrote a testi for me once,
and now wants me to write this!
I write this coz She is sad,
I bet by the time she reads the last line,
she wud be either crying or smiling!
Worth the pain my fingers took both ways!

Hope she returns the favour sometime soon!
and I dont want to hear that she is not good with words,
coz that cant be, she is soo good on the inside!

She wrote in my testi, that I need to be told wat to do,
and she hopes, she gives me, the right advice.
She just cannot know how right she is.

Big infy, lots of ppl, large cities, many frnds,
In the end, will she remember me is the question,
I hope she does,
coz yes, I am forgetful.

Saturday, May 12, 2007

School ke bahar ek aur zindagi

Raah dekhi thi is din ki kab se,Aage ke sapne saja rakhe thay naa jane kab se,Bade utawle thay yahaan se jaane ko,Zindagi ka agla padaav paane ko,Par naa jane kyon dil mein aaj kuch aur aata hai,Waqt ko rokne ko jee chahta hai,Jin baton ko lekar rote thay,Aaj un par hansi aati hai,Naa jaane kyon aaj un palon ki yaad bahut aati hai.Kaha karta tha badi mushkil se itne saal seh gaya,Par aaj kyon lagta hai ki kuch peeche reh gaya,Kahin ankahi hazaaron batein reh gayi,Na bhoolne wali kuch yaadein reh gayi,Meri taang ab kaun kheencha karega,Sirf mera sir khane ko kaun mera peechha karega.Jahaan 2000 ka hisaab nahin wahaan 2 rupaye ke liye kaun ladega,Kaun raat bhar saath jag kar padega,Kis ki gaadi main poochhe bina le jaunga,Kaun mere naye naye naam banayega.

Main ab bina matlab kis se ladoonga,Bina topic ke kis se faalto baat karoonga,Kaun fail hone par dilasa dilayega,Kaun galti se number aane par gaaliyaan sunayega.Aise dost kahaan milenge,Jo khai mein bhi dhakka de aayein,Par phir tumhein bachane khud bhi kood jayein,Mere gaano se pareshaan kaun hoga,Kabhi mujhe kisi ladki se baat karte dekh hairaan kaun hoga,Kaun kahega saale tere joke pe hansi nahin aai,Kaun peechhe se bula ke kahega aage dekh bhai.Movies main kis ke saath dekhhonga,Kis ke saath boring lectures jheloonga,Mere asli certificates ko raddi kehne ki himmat kaun karega,Bina dare sachi rai dene ki himmat kaun karega.Stage par ab kis ke saath jaoonga,Juniors ko faltoo ke lectures kaise sunaonga,Achanak bin matlab ke kisi ko bhi dekh kar paglon ki tarah hasna,Naa jaane yeh phir kab hoga,Keh do doston ye dobaara sab hoga

Doston ke liye professor se kab lad payenge,Kya hum ye phir kar payenge,Raat ko 2 baje kaun mere liye coffee banayega,Tez gaadi chalane ki shart kaun lagayega,Kaun mujhe meri kabiliyat par bharosa dilayega,Aur zyada hawa mein udne par zameen pe layega.Meri khushi mein sach mein khush kaun hoga,Mere gam mein mujh se Zyada dukhi kaun hoga,Meri yeh kavita kaun padega,Kaun ise sach mein samjhega.Bahut kuch likhna abhi baaki hai,Kuch saath shayad baaki hai,Bas ek baat se dar lagta hai doston,Hum ajnabi na ban jayein doston,Zindagi ke rangon mein dosti ka rang feeka na pad jaye,Kahin aisa na ho doosre rishton ki bheed mein dosti dum tod jaye.Zindagi mein milne ki fariyaad karte rehna,Agar na mil sakein to kam se kam yaad karte rehna,Chahe jitna hass lo aaj mujh par,Main bura nahi manooga,Is hansi ko apne dil mein basa loonga,Aur jab yaad aayegi tumhari,Yehi hansi lekar thoda muskura loonga.